Life begins.

'A' level has finally came to an end. Kind of weird because I didn't expect things to end so quickly. Not that I enjoy this period of time, but close to one month of exams has passed if you realise.

Here's what I'm planning to do in the holidays!

1. Travel+shopping (Thailand, US & China as always)
2. Learn how to play piano/classical guitar/rap some songs me like (haha)
3. Exercise more regularly
4. Work (Mom found some tutoring job for me, sec sch kids I guess I've to revise math/science again)
5. Social work (I WANT to do this; and the tougher the better)
6. Catch up with friends/family
7. Improve myself (sitting properly, be less vulgar and the like)
8. Watch serials!!!
9. Revamp my room! (a white heaven)
10. Improve make up skillzz

I don't want to spend my entire holiday on pleasurable activities. I feel like it's time that I should do something that will help improve peoples' lives, or simply just to make their day. For the past few years, I've been so self-fixated that I only care about my own enjoyment.

It's also time that I consider what I actually want in life. Not just career. When I was studying for 'A's, I asked myself why I'm doing this. And I don't have an answer. I'm certain that the answer to this question would be "to earn money" one year ago. But now, it's not that important anymore. I want to do something that is meaningful, but of course must satisfy my material needs luh. Must still be practical right?

The improving myself part is really !!!!!. I feel so misunderstood by people because of the way I behave. People who are closer to me know that I'm not what they think I am when they first meet me. But I know that I'm unfriendly because I always act like I never see someone when I actually did. I don't know why I do that. Siao. But I won't behave like this anymore. I hope.

But for now I'm just so excited because for the next 3 days I'm gonna enjoy awesome time with friends! Can't wait!